assalamualaikum......
how do i start this?? while typing this... i hear x-fresh... wahhh... i like this songs "too phat- just a lil' bit"
nice song, nice rhythm, get me rappers with it.. hheheeh... old song lah katakan...
today, something make me little bit emotional... i can't do it!!! what's wrong with u ADNIN!!!! reti berckp ke tak?? startle?? hurmmm..... yup, i'm not confident... Ya Allah... kenapalah susah sangat nk bukak mulut tu?? real damn death day for me.... rasa mcm dlm diri ni... meronta-ronta nk kuar.. to the real world.. where r ADNIN?? lost in the middle of norway-noway?? astaghfirullahalazim......
time kitaorg semua kuar abis seminar... discuss jap pasal tutorial esok.... i got my part Schizophrenia... OK! done... now nk pegi mkn tengahari kat luar... kenapa harus anin pretend like nothing?? life is good.. nothing can STOP you.. only Allah saja yang mampu mengubah segalanya.... sorry korg anin tak tau mcmne nk rapatkan balik jurang antara korg.. yang anin tahu.... JOM gi makan sama... when i ask .. mana nk makan?? -someone told... SHAH ALAM... that's it!! i'm OUT.. cepat2 anin tarik diri... i hav so many janji nak ditepati kat Klang ni...so I can't join... ~ hehehhee... so, as Anin ckp kat tini... jom..- "kak Jan nk tny diaorg ke??tak payah lah kak jan.... buat apa pegi makan dgn org yg tak ajak kita...." YA Allah tiba2 anin rasa malu.. yup, that's true...
jom jelah kita gi mana2... but, must be somewhere near here....
here we go.....
one thing for my own peringatan...
we never know anything until we ask.... kami gaduh ke??
byk benda yang anin terasa hati.... tapi, bagaimana org lain?? ada terasa hati dgn anin x?? tu anin tak tny pulak.. soooooo... nk jadi psychiatrist anin kena peka dgn diri sendiri dan org lain..... apa pn yg kita buat sekarang pasti akan ada balasannya.. cuma cara saja berbeza... mungkin hari kita tlg sorg makcik angkat barang masa nak naik bus... suatu hari nnt pulak... seorang lelaki tolong mak kita, masa dia nak lontar jamrah... wahhhhh!!! LIFE so Sweet....... kita saja yang tak perasan... Allah tu Maha Adil..... WHat goes around come around.... hari ini kita buat muka dgn org.. nnt suatu hari org buat plk kt kita... tak semestinya org yg sama akan balas... org lain pun blh jadi.... hurmmmmm....
semalam,someone told me... that went i was in 'that Group' I always dump her.... she feel a bit hurt sbb anin tak layan dia... so, now i'm also feel the same like what i did to her.... ya Allah... setiap yg terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya.... bila kita rasa.. baru kita sedar diri kan... hahhhaha....
that's it for today... time to edit my slide and go to sleep... esok klas kul 8 pagi....
YEAH..... i'm going back.. anin tak rasa nk blk.. but, mum persuade me balik Ipoh... sbb nak prepare for Ramadhan.... =P
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